A lil' pepper in paper

Posted in Duniaku by ayaslarasati on January 8, 2013
So, where's should i start?
Ah, yes, i guess i'm going to start with films and movies.
Lately (since this past two years) i've been watching what i called 'authentic films (?)'
yeah that could work. I, uh, happened to watching old films and movies starting from
french movies: some of the work by Krzysztof Kieslowski:
The Three Colours series (Red, White, Blue) ---> french flag i supposed,
The Double Life of Veronique; Au Revoir Les Enfants; Bounjour Tristesse;
Some of Jean-Luc Godard: Vivre Sa Vie, Le Pierrot Fou, Breathless; Gainsbourg;
Japanese movies, by Akira Kurosawa: Dreams, Ran, The Sea is Watching;
Samurai-X the Movie; Hula Girls; Tama-Tama; Honey and Clover;
Moonrise Kingdom (Wes Anderson); Submarine (Richard Ayaode);
The Perks of Being a Wallflower; Before Sunrise; Before Sunset;
Raging Bull (Martin Scorcese); Life of Pi (Ang Lee);
Anti-Christ (Lars Von Trier); Melancholia (Lars Von Trier); Beginners;
Ahh, there are so much film and movies that i watched this past two years...
it's impossible for me to write it all one by one..

So, after watching all those films and movies, sometimes i wonder..
why life cannot be that way? Why it is not as interesting as movies, you know?
Why we still here and stuck in the country and not moving around?
Why all of the sudden, money become so important that everything needs money?
Why we, all of us (maybe) wanted to going around the world?
Why we wanting in the name of finding experience?

Oh shit.. in the middle of this writing, i am as sleepy as hell..
so, i think im gonna continue this tomorrow morning..
besides, in here is already 11:34 in the midnight..
so, so sorry.. and be still...

to be continue......
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Posted in Duniaku by ayaslarasati on January 8, 2013
Hello, how are you doing my blog?

yes, again, i'm writing something in this blog right now (very rarely).
Why if you wanna ask me? (and it's in English)
i don't know, i feel like sometimes i wanna write something, you know?
and that writing is not something serious or about my tasks in academy.
that's why i never actually turning this blog off.
Because i know, one day, i will be writing again in this place (just like right now).
Only to express what i actually feel (as a human maybe), what actually happening to me,
and what is actually happening in my thoughts. 
Maybe i'm a little bit naive. Why im not writing on a diary or a journal or something?
I dont know, maybe it's just that i like to share what's happening to me or
what is my thought actually thinking, to you that i dont know of, and maybe, maybe,
one of you (as in stranger) when you're reading this, happened to wanna
share some thoughts with me. it can be anything, really.
and why is it in English? i mean, why not? this is internet we're talking about.
the whole world can see it, can read it, and should have been understand it. 
so, why not sharing it with the world? and discuss it.

i think i'm gonna write a long post after this.
my hands miss it and i have a bunch that is going on that i wanna share.
so, please, if you don't mind..........

Apa kabar dunia?!

Posted in Duniaku by ayaslarasati on March 23, 2012

Halo! Apa kabar dunia? begitu lamanya aku tak menaruh sepatah dua kata di tempat ini. Apa boleh buat, dunia begitu menarik dan membuatku menjelajah kesana dan kemari. Bukannya aku meninggalkan dunia virtual ini, tetapi, masih banyak hal yang dapat dilakukan di luar sana! dan itulah dunia sebenarnya! kita tidak dapat lagi lari dari muka bumi reaita dan bersembunyi di alam virtual ini. tidak, kita harus bertatap muka, menjalani permasalahan hingga mendapatkan pengalaman.

Hal yang lucu, sekali dua kali aku sering kali bersinggah di tempat ini. tapi aku tak dapat melakukan apa pun. aku hanya menatap, menatap kata-kata dan tulisan apa saja yang sudah kutuliskan di sini. kemudian aku mendapatkan kesimpulan, betapa konyolnya diriku! seperti halnya menulis kata-kata ini.. mengingatkan diriku akan kosa kataku dua tahun yang lalu… betapa konyolnya diriku..

Ah sudahlah, yang berlalu sudah berlalu dan akan tetap menjadi lalu. Anggap saja ini sebagai pengalaman bahasaku. hmm.. ya, ku yakinkan itu. oh ya! berita baru tentang dunia, aku memiliki situs baru! yah, anggap saja situs itu merupakan pilihanku berjalan di bumi ini. pilihan hidupku. sekali dua kali lihatlah situs baruku! http://www.kartikalarasati.tumblr.com. Mungkin aku tak kan lagi seperti ini di tempat itu, tak kan lagi menggunakan kosa kata ini. yah, mungkin dua-tiga kali akan, saat aku merindukan diriku masa-masa ini. Tempat ini akan terus ada, terus menungguku sampai aku menaruhkan lagi beberapa kata.. tapi tak ada yang tahu, Sang Pencipta begitu pun aku tak ada yang tahu.

 

Optimis saja! Sampai jumpa lagi semoga di yang terdekat!

Ayas